So, I've been having a hard time keeping up with this blog and with the exercise. Having family consistently coming and going and wanting to be out and about while here visiting, plus mix in the job interviews, and now the process of starting a new job, I've gotten behind in my routine. (Not to mention I feel gross working out during 'that time of the month') So I'm struggling a little bit. Tomorrow I'm going to wake up and start over. I refuse to give up. I don't think starting over is the same as giving up. When you fail you gotta pick yourself back up, dust yourself off, and persevere, right? That's what starting over is to me. Perseverance. Once I collect my first pay check I think I'm going to pick up some supplements to add into my workout. Maybe clear the kitchen of the junk in the cupboards and start with a fresh perspective. My mom needs this too so I think she'll be alright with it.
It's hard to begin something so new and so daunting especially when I have SO much work to do to reach my goal. But, one step at a time right. Sometimes we fall but as long as we get up and keep going the end will feel less and less impossible to reach.
Perhaps my lack of employment gave me a bout of the depression that helped to de-motivate me, and now the excitement of starting a new job is giving me back what I was losing.. who knows. I do like the idea that my new job is a little more physically demanding than my previous one. I'll be on my feet all day as opposed to being on my ass like the last one. Plus, once I get myself out of this financial slump from my month of unemployment then I'll be able to get back into my gym and back with my personal trainer as well! Something I'm really looking forward to!
I hope that I can keep this mood going for as long as possible.
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